BlackskullB

The last journal was way too long.
Here is a shorter one.

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Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 5

Level 3
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 6

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 7

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 9

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 13

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 16

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 21

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 22

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 25

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
(x) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 28

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 29

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 32

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 34

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 36

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain  
SO FAR: 40

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 42

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 42

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 42

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 43

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs( MUSIC )
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 45

Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 46

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 47

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
( ) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 47

Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 48

Level 27
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 50

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 51

Level 29
( ) Been Used
( ) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 54

Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 54

I'm really getting tired of my mother T.T
She wonders why I don't tell her things that are on my mind. Well that's because everytime I do tell her, she turns it into a problem, starts to preach and tada god fucking damn it a new rule exists.
Now, the pc is turned off at 8 in the fucking evening. She expects from me that I practice calculating from my head, because I flaw at it, in the little fucking free time I have after every fucking schoolday. We get fucking teached to calculate from our heads again, but no, that's not freaking enough, I have to practice at home, in the little free time I have. That's freaking bullshit.


001. Real name → Bryan.
002. Nickname(s) → BlackskullB, Brien.
003. Zodiac sign → Gemini.
004. Male or female → Male.
005. Elementary → Dhr. W. van Everdingenschool xD.
006. Middle School → Werkplaats Kindergemeenschap.
007. High School → It's the same as middle school here xD.
008. Hair color → Original brown, getting darker xD dyed black.
009. Long or short → I''m pretty short for an 18-yearold xD.
010. Loud or Quiet → Music - LOUD .
011. Sweats or Jeans → Skinny Jeans .
012. Phone or Camera → Phone.
013. Health freak → Not at all.
014. Drink or Smoke? → Both ftw xD.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → No.
016. Eat or Drink → Drink.
017. Piercings → None.
018. Tattoos → None.

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → Yes.
020. Been in a car accident → Nope.
021. Been in a fist fight → Nopes.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing → Haven't had a first xD.
023. First best friend → When I was 3 years old xD we grew separate after being best friends for 14 years xD.
025. First award → None.
026. First crush → It was a classmate of me xD.
028. First big vacation → Curaçao.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → Kelly.
030. Last person you texted → No one xD.
031. Last person you watched a movie with → No idea.
032. Last food you ate → Fries.
033. Last movie you watched → No idea.
034. Last song you listened to → Green Monster - Suicide Silence
035. Last thing you bought → A skinny jeans.
036. Last person you hugged → Kelly xD.

FAVES:
037. Food → Dunno.?
038. Drinks → Coca-Cola Light Lemon.
039. Clothing → /Care xD.
040. Book → White Fang.
041. Music → Post-Hardcore, Grindcore, Deathcore.
042. Flower → Rose.
043. Colors → Purple, Purple-pinkish xD, Red, Black.
044. Movies → The Green Mile.
045. Shoes → All-Stars?
046. Subjects → Chemistry and Physics.

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [ ] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [ ] left the country
062. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing.
064. [ ] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [ ] stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Nothing.
068. Drinking → Nothing.
069. I'm about to → Break some stuff xD
070. Listening to → Stronger - Dead By April.
071. Plans for today/tomorrow → School.
072. Waiting for → Nothing

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → I guess.
074. Want to get married? → Nope.
075. Careers in mind → Not really.

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes → Lips xD
077. Shorter or taller? → Shorter xD.
078. Romantic or spontaneous → I don't care.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Nice stomach xD a flat belly without giant abs xD that's gross xD
080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive.
081. Hookup or relationship → I don't know.
082. Troublemaker or hesitant → Care.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Lost contacts.
084. Ran away from home → I don't think so.
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Yeah xD.
086. Killed somebody → Nope.
087. Broken someone's heart → No Idea.
088. Been arrested → Nopes.
089. Cried when someone died → Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → No.
091. Miracles → Don't know.
092. Love at first sight → No idea.
093. Heaven → Nope.
094. Santa Clause → Neinn.
095. Sex on the first date → Lol xD.
096. Kiss on the first date → Jups

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → No.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Sorta yeah.
099. Do you believe in God → Nope.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people and why → No.


[Name]- Bryan
[Relationship Status]- Single
[Gender]- Male
[Birthday]- June 7th
[Sign]- Gemini
[Hair Colour]- Black (dyed) Brown (original)
[Eye Colour]- Brown, turning Green weird enough
[Height]- 1,77
[Interested In]- Screaming, Making Music, Writing Poetry and Songs, Playing Super Smash Bros. Brawl

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F-----------•

[Favourite Clothing Store]- Coolcat, New Yorker, London
[Favourite Designer]- ?
[Sexiest Outfit]- Skinny Jeans! And a nice t-shirt Black with something pinkish ^^
[Most Comfortable Outfit]- Skinny Jeans, Vest
[Usual Outfit]- A skinny jeans, a colored vest/colored blouse.

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

[Shampoo]- Andrélon Glans xD MET ZOMERTARWE
[Current Song Through Headphones]- None xD
[Last Call]- Kelly
[Number of Online Buddies]- 24 xD

------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

[Food]- Chocolate xD
[Girls Names]- Namida, Ayane, Airi, Skye.
[Guys Names]- Kumo, Axel.
[School Subjects]- English, Physics, Chemistry
[Animals]- Cats
[Bands]- A Skylit Drive, Dear Whoever, Alesana, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Hanni Kohl, Suicide Silence Disfiguring The Goddess.
[Brands]- Criminal Damage, Hot Favourites, Coolcat.
[Most Beautiful Lyrics]- A Reason For Broken Wings, Holding On.
[Songs] A Reason For Broken Wings.


----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------


[Smoked]- Yes
[Bungee Jumped]- No xD
[Regurgitated On Purpose]- Nope
[Skinny Dipped]- Nope
[Fallen In Love]- Yes
[Pictured Your Love Naked]- ..
[Cried When Death Occurred]- Yeah
[Lied]- How can someone not lie in a life?
[Fallen For Your Best Friend]- One time xD
[Rejected Someone]- Not that I actually know of xD
[Used Somebody]- Nah
[Regretted An Action]- Yes, not just one.

-----------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

[Clothes]- Skinny jeans, T-Shirt with pink print; 'Music is my religion'
[Desktop]- A blue butterfly
[CD In Player]- Nothing xD
[DVD In Player]- Nothing

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

[Touched]- what kind of touch ¬¬
[Instant Messaged]- Uuhm..I can't remember xD
[Talked Online With]- Kelly
["Sexed It Up With"]- Whut?
[Seen]- Kelly

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

[Kill]- All of the bad "persons" in me.
[Slap]- Hhhmm.. Idk xD
[Get Wasted With]- Friends? xD
[Get High With]- No one
[Talk to Offline]- Idunno xD
[Talk to Online]- Tami

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

[Coke Or Pepsi]- Coca-Cola Light Lemon!
[Flowers Or Candy]- Flowers xD unless it's chocolate.. then chocolate!
[Tall or Short]- Same height as me, or a little shorter xD
[Guitar or Piano]- Piano xD
---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

[Makes You Laugh The Most]- I really do not know xD
[Makes You Smile]- Tami xD
[Gives You A Funny Feeling At A Glance]- My brother xD at the most serious things he just looks at me and we can't stop lauhging xD at times we have to be silent often xD

-------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

[Sit On The Internet Waiting For A Certain Someone To IM]- Yes xD *addicted*
[Wish You Were The Opposite Sex]- Nah, not really..
[Wish You Were Younger]- Nahh
[Cry Because Of A Statement Somebody Spoke]- Yeah

----• × • N U M B E R • ו--------------

[Number of Heartbreaks]- 1
[Number of Guys I Have Kissed]- 2
[Number of Girls I Have Kissed]- 3
[CDs I Own]- I have no Idea xD
[Scars On My Body]- No idea
[Number of Persons That Are In Love With You]- No idea xD

Well I'm in the middle of my official schoolweek now, and haven't got very much homework, next week is going be tough though, at least I think it'll be xD
I'm still tired as you can guess xD and that's because I still have to get up at 6 in the morning everyday, except for today xD because I don't have to follow some classes that are given today in the morning ^^ which means that I still got up at 6 because of my alarm ringing xD forgot to put it off xD oh wel, now I have the time to straighten my hair so I look better at school
Well, I'm really happy to be free at fridays, because I can travel freely across the country without having to pay thanks to the nice college thingy called OV here Because I'm a student, and I'm 18 I got myself a pass, which allows me to travel by train, bus etc., without having to pay during normal weekdays including friday xD
in the weekends I have to pay, but with 40% off the normal price ^^ which really helps my wallet.. and that of my parents, luckily ^^
The school is fun, but very tiring, I had practical lessons yesterday, all day long, from 9:30 till 16:45 xD with 3 breaks in between, 2 from 45 minutes and one from 15 xD and then about 1 hour and 45 minutes to get back home again xD when I was home, it was already like 18:30 xD The lessons were fun, but as I mentioned before, quite tiring. I'm still having trouble keeping my eyes open while in the train xD
It's quite annoying, because I can't fall asleep xD or else I end up in Germany or something x'D and that's not good xD
Hhhm...what's happening.. let's see xD
Well there's nothing really interesting for me left to tell xD
Oh yeah, it's really cold outside xD and I have to go soon xD
First 15 minutes walk, then 15 minutes by train, then 20 minutes of waiting for the next train, then 45 minutes by train, then 10 minutes walk again xD That is my journey to school everyday x'D
Interesting huh? xD
I guess not xD anyway it's time for me to stop boring you xD
So byee <3

I'm like way too tired right now xD My school has begun again, I study chemistry now xD
I have to get up at 6 every weekday, then I have to travel 2 hours by train to get to my school, it starts at 8:30, it ends at varying times xD Sometimes at 15:00, sometimes at 16:45. Then 2 hours by train again to get home, by then I can go straight to the kitchen to eat my dinner xD after that I've got but a few little hours of spare time x'D And this was just the indtroduction week xD without homework or anything. I can barely keep my eyes open in the train, I have to fight with all my mental strength to stay awake xD
But, the school is nice, I've got friendly students in my class, everyone's cool to the others, so that means a happeh meh ^^
I form a little friend group with 5 other alternative people xD
3 girls and 2 guys ^^
Anyway, it's been quite a rough week with school and all, and my dad to take care of, altough he's in a care center 3 days a week, when he is home I have to make sure he sleeps and eats and drinks and all that untill my mother comes home from work, if I'm home early that is. I don't really know what it will be now that I'll be gone so much..
But I'll manage ^^ I always do